Sunday, December 20, 2009

The Pen Ain't Speaking till January 4th!!!



What up Paper Chasers, so, I'm sure that you have noticed that I didn't post on Friday, and I couldn't think of a post for today, so, I decided to post this week's The Pen Has Spoken early. Today, is the official day that I take my break from blogging. You'll still find me tweeting sporadically over the break, but, I am going to play QuietPen. I'm tired and I desperately need a break from blogging.

Plus, I don't know about y'all, but, there's been a lot going on this year. Between my life drama, financial troubles, celeb drama, blogosphere drama, love life issues, I simply can't take it. It feels like everything has been coming at me all at once and I'm just at the point where I'm either going to go crazy or fall out. Therefore, I've decided to simply not speak. I'm just at the point of frustration where I genuinely don't give a shit anymore.

I love being a blogger, but, some of the shit that folks say via Twitter, in blogs, and in the media, is just some of the most ridiculous shit, I've ever heard. Then, the mess I see at work & the drama, ugh, it's like constant frustration. And don't get me started about my so-called life as a young, single, black female. Everyone is either giving me advice, trying to set me up, or just running their damn mouth. Sometimes, I just want to stare someone down & tell them to shut the fuck up or just punch them in their damn face & still say, shut the fuck up.

I know some of my conservative Paper Chasers are upset by my use of language, but, I can't help it. It's easier to say "fuck this" than it is "I'm really upset about...". I hate to end the year on such a angry note but I'm just pissed off. Like what the eff is wrong with people? I mean didn't your mama teach you to have some damn sense? If not, let Mama Pen teach ya. You look like an asswhole & you sound like one too. Geez, go hard or go home. I mean it's like no one in 2009 had any damn sense.

Including myself. I was on constant overload and it caused me to be angry all the time & bitch & complain. Shit, I got tired of hearing my own damn bitching. So, before I officially become a bitter lonely hag, I'm going to sit my ass down & shut up. No talking, no blogging, no writing. Just silence. Shit, I can't think of the last time I had two days of just straight chilling. Just silence. Like what the hell am I on? My goodness, I have no idea if I'm coming or going. Anywho, this post has no point, and I know y'all are weirded out.

And there it is. The Pen Has Spoken. Remember she ain't speaking again until January 4th!

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