Buzz-Kill of the Week: My Life & Re(A)dBlackGreen Is Not Together

What up Paper Chasers, it's ur gurl LoudPen with this week's, Buzz-Kill. First off, as you can see I did not post on the blog yesterday. I didn't really have anything to say and I was consumed with my personal drama. Also, lately I just feel like I have been slacking. When I say slacking I'm referring to my both my life and my non-profit. I have no idea where I'm going with either of the two.

As far as my life goes, I suppose I can chalk that up to being young and confused. They say your twenties are dedicated to foolishness and I am certainly being foolish. It's like everyday there is something new with me. One minute I'm going to be the world's greatest Blogger, the next minute I'm applying to a Master's program. What will I be on next week?! Only Jesus can answer that one. As I said before, blame it on my twenties and the fact I am simply foolish in the first place.

Second Buzz-Kill is my non-profit. What's wrong with it you ask? Nothing...that's the problem. Nothing is wrong with it because nothing is done. For almost a year, I have been constructing a business plan, trying to organize a committee, and complete the paperwork. However all of the above has completely fallen apart. The business plan needs to be completely revamped and realtered because it's no longer current & relevant. All my committee members have had to drop out for various reasons, and I have no money to file my incorporation and definitely not my 501c3.

In essence, nothing is together so it's a Buzz-Kill. However, I have decided that I no longer care and I'm sitting here daydreaming about red lipstick and what shoes I'm going to wear for my best friend's bday party on Saturday. I only care about red lipstick, shoes, and chillin because they seem to be only things in my life that I can control and make consistent. Eff it. It's just a Buzz-Kill anyway.